So there's this guy I've been "dating" for the past 1 1/2-2 years. He's everything I would want in a man, (God-fearing, attractive, family oriented, kind hearted, etc.). Well from jump he told me he had kids & I figured it was cool, because I wasn't looking for anything serious. Well long story short I ended up catching feelings & expressed how I felt. He claimed he felt the same way but thought we should take things slow. Well in my mind, when a guy says that I just immediately shut down. There's no acting like we're in a relationship or nothing; just friends. Anywho, recently I sat and thought about what life could be with him. I mean would I be ready to be a "step-mom" straight out of college? I had never thought his children (as in more than one) would be a problem for me. I mean I love kids & I hope to one day have my own. But as I evaluated the possibilites of he & I , I soon realized he wasn't the guy for me. This wasn't just any guy, he was someone I loved & cared about. For some reason I just can't get him out of my head & its so frustrating!
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