Starting new or over is something that I often do. Whether its in my personal life, in school or just in life in general. I find that its very important to do when things just seem to get old. Now I'm in a place where I wanna just press the REFRESH button on this page of my life. Although, easier said than done I feel I need to this for me. As far as my personal life I've been "dating" this guy for almost two years. I use quotations, because we really aren't dating. It's convenient and we know each other yet he isn't "ready" to commit. I know he isn't the guy for me, but it seems its almost easier to just to be strung along than to venture into the dating scene. Recently, I've realized that I MUST move on. Its true guys tell you the answers to the questions you have, but only if you listen. So basically he's been telling me for 1 1/2 to 2 years that he didn't want a relationship. I was just to silly and blind to get the picture.
So now I'm making the steps to REFRESH mentally, physically and spiritually. Although I know it won't be easy, its well worth it! So I'm no longer running from the upcoming challenges I'll face. Instead, I will welcome them with open arms!
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