So as I was driving along 290, I started thinking about the times you & I had! The reasons I couldn't let you go became even clearer to me, I'm in LOVE with you. knowing that, I also I can't be with you, which makes this thing even more complicated. For two years you seen ALL of me, you been there & to have that go away is kinda scary. I guess in a lifetime you always get that one person you can't live without. I guess you're a my "person". I began to think about the what ifs..what if there were no kids, no extra responsiblites, no nothing just he & I. Would I then be able to accept all the things about him & be willing to give my heart away so easily? I guess this stuff takes time, but I don't have time. I don't have time to sit & think someone that isn't thinking of me or has moved on. I just don't want to do that anymore. So how long does it take to get over someone you love, but can't be with?
